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Of trying so hard.

To have a life.

To make friends

And have it be all for nothing.



I try so hard.

Only to have people stop talking to me or not show up or be too busy for me(Summer) or to take advantage of me. I've had enough.

I lost Ashley cuz she wanted to blame me for something i never did. I lost Sara because she apparently never liked me or she's just too damned jealous for her own good whichever. I lost tiffany because she couldnt be a decent person and tell me i was oversharing about my religion and that she couldn't deal with it. I never even really was friends with Cora but i tried and she just doesn't have the decency to tell me why she doesn't wana be my friend before even giving me a real chance she just makes plans with me and then doesn't call

Or text or show up. Which is what happens every time i try to make a new friend and idk what I'm doing wrong but I'm just done.



I'm so tired of this

I'm just done.From the Inside (how I'm feeling)

sometimes i hate not being able to call my fiance i am really craving pizza, stuffed crust V.V and i need to ask him if any of my stuff shipped yet v.v im starving starving sssstarrvvvinngggg lol dude idk whats wrong with me i usually hate pizza v.v

that this site is going to be a problem for me lol i cant seem to go to bed at a decent time since ive joined XD

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moonkissed
12:18 Apr 03 2013

I had that same problem and it passed.

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haha premium rocks XD so much to do so little time to do it XD